Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Life Keeps Going...

   Its hard to realize that you have to continue in this life when you have to realize that one person will no longer be in it physically. But what is life if we do not keep going? What is it if we just stop because something happened? It isn't life. Its nothing. We must keep moving forward. Sometimes life just plain out sucks but guess what...It continues. We can't stay still, we can't always stay the same, or wish for the past to come back. With doing that we wish away the present and how it can help your future. Life needs to keep going, no matter how hard it is.
  It has been a little rough this school year. I never thought missing the first week of school would have been such a big deal, but I was totally wrong! Do not ever do that! You miss the understanding of projects that will be due during the semester, and you miss what the teacher expects from the class. Than you also miss out on the fun things that happen. But guess what. You live and learn. And well I guess I kind of had a good excuse for missing the first week.
  I was terrified to have life continue. Realizing all the things I still have to do, not just in life, but in the next year. As I got to Cedar, that fear slowly died and a lot of that has to do with my roommates. These girls are seriously AMAZING! They definitely know how to keep me on my toes and busy. Honestly, I do not know how I could have gotten through these months without them!
[For Halloween we were characters from Peter Pan :)]
  Speaking of which, I wanted a change. I wanted something different. The world is changing around me, some change I wish that didn't happen and some that I love, but any way you put it, change happens. I guess I wanted to do my own. So it was my hair that got the change. I chopped off a lot. It is definitely something completely different. I like it. Honestly, I think my long hair just kept reminding me of a couple months ago. What my dad saw. Now its time to change. I needed something new. It was like chopping off the horrible things that happened and saying its time for a fresh new start.
Before :)
After :)
  Change is a good thing. It is another thing about life. Sometimes it is the death of a parent, a change of a school, a change of heart, new people in your life, people leaving your life, or even down to a new hair cut. All of these are a part of life. We cannot choose all the changes that happen but no matter what they are going to happen. So embrace it. Embrace the time we have with whatever it is. We live in a world that continually changes and guess what, we change too.